"I'm ready to try and never become that way again, because who I am hates who I've been"

Ive finally learned, that it really doesnt matter what other people think about you. I dont care what people think about how I act, what I say, how I dress, how I look. I care about what I want to care about; my friends, my family, and anything that is important to me. Im not going to waste my time on things that arent important, youre not going to see me in those lame highscool drama fights, or getting high or drinking at a party, and you know what? I love it that I am like that. Im not saying ill never drink, or be the perfect kid, but im not going to do lame thngs that could fuck up my life. I realized - It's my life, only mine, and I am the only one that can control what happens to me. If I always have to be the mature one in situations, then I guess thats how its going to be. I hate who Ive been in the past, but I wouldnt trade my past for anything. All those good times and bad times, theyve made me the person I am-And I love who Ive become.